supercess | Uh oh...

I did a bad. I really did a bad. I hate accidentally doing bad things too and well, I did something unacceptable accidentally a few days ago. Learned my effing lesson to not do shit after 12 midnight or while teaching my class. Ah, if you're wondering what it is, well, I made a gifset with translations over at tumblr and posted it. The bad thing I did was, first, I forgot to ask for permission before posting it (which is a big no-no, I know) and apparently, my dumb brain forgot to put credits in the tag too (this, I blame for the tons of tags I use in tumblr and for my brain having a seizure at 1 a.m.).

Goddamn it. Also, it really didn't cross my mind after posting it too. What is wrong with me. Thank christ for someone alerting me about it (hello

gurajiorasu! thank you really, for telling me about the tweet ^_^ ).

Yeah. And my heart hurts now and it will until I get a reply from the person I accidentally upset. I really know how important it is to ask permission and credit and I understand how upsetting it is to have your work taken from you without permission. Also, I hate upsetting people and breaking rules, even accidentally, you know? It doesn't sit well with me. I tend to have really bad anxiety too when I know I did something really wrong (like right now, waiting for a reply from her is literally giving me anxiety, I can't digest food. I couldn't eat dinner last night and I'm still not hungry at all now even if it's already 1 p.m.). I just...I feel really bad about it.

Guess there's not much I can do but worry and wait. Ah mistakes, sometimes I suck at things. Well, gotta learn at some point right?